Painful or just empty?

Isn’t this world just an empty place? What else is it if not for the love and care Love of those around you Care of those who love you Yet, there is an emotion Far stronger than care An emotion born in the emptiness Left behind when devoid of love An emotion abundant now Far…

Melancholy of Spring

Sitting on my couch Looking out the window A task so simple so relaxed so peaceful Yet all i feel is panic rising again Panic for all the things undone For all the matters to be conceived For all the world to matter again And when it subsides All one feels is a hollow in…

Blue

Arms around me, A cocoon of warmth Electricity and static Is how they described it Yet what i felt, in your arms Was nothing but peace and tranquility It was not like losing yourself In a world full of strangers Not quite finding yourself In an ocean full of memories But just a moment One…

Polar opposites

Hold my hand and walk me through You came in as a surprise to me I am not sure of what to do You look at me and i smile But romance is not where you reside Its a blank page again Back to square one i am again You touch my hand and the…

Hear me out

I cry and cry and cry I am yelling as loud as i can But no one hears No one understands I need to let this out My chest feels tight Its constricting I cant breathe Let me speak Hear me out please Listen to me and understand Comprehend I dont feel right Nothing feels…

Christmas tree

Once upon a time In a far far away land Lived a princess in pink Her heart so pure Her love so sweet One very cold snowy day A boy with an evil grin found her He enticed her Showed her the wicked world She did not know of before And then piece by piece…

In a blink

A blank page stares back at me While I type in all that I feel Stupid, silly, and an idiot I have been Destroying and ruining all that could be In a blink it happened In a blink you found me In a blink it could all end Taken away from me again While I…

I still breathe

Sometimes late at night I think I think about you the time we spent together the kisses and the hugs The good nights And the ‘i am home’ And then i realise It is not you i miss For I have pushed you away And out of my heart long ago But loving someone with…

I am torn.

I am torn What am I to do I miss you but I cant see you I feel helpless Waiting is a game I was never good at So far away from you Even the day escapes us Night follows which brings darkness And I miss you but I cant come to you You said…

How could I forgive myself?

And she says she has forgiven me But how is that possible How do I comprehend it When I could not forgive myself What I did was wrong Horrible, cruel, repulsive How do I forgive myself For something I would not forgive someone else Even though she has forgiven me And she was the one…