You lie to me and then deny
You want me to believe but why should i
Ours was a real story is what i thought
But there was none
For you were never here
I was all alone
Told me you loved me
But in your heart was always her
Did you think of her when we kissed?
Was it her lips you called beautiful and soft?
Then you ask me to believe you
But why should i?
Never were you the man i loved
Just a boy trying to save his face
Is this why we never told your friends?
Because they knew of her and judged your character
Was it her face you imagined?
Or was at least that one lunch true?
You seemed excited and i thought you loved me
But was it always her your mind regarded?
All i loved was you with all your flaws
Never did i doubt or try to change you
But your heart was never mine
Or were those three months at year end at least true?